It's a cool creative process. Wandering the desert, eyeballing features, assessing the hazards, and eventually bucking up to give it a try. For me, first ascents are rarely about sheer difficulty. It's all about aesthetics- swooping cracks, triangular faces, big boulders. I can't explain it, but it's all about beautiful lines.
Ermanno Salvaterra, Italian alpinist, once compared Cerro Torre and her "sisters" to women. Having made countless trips to Patagonia, Salvaterra had clearly fallen in love with these peaks. Clearly obsessed, Salvaterra won't let those mountains alone.
Climbers, by nature, are obsessive people. On this trip I realized that I am very susceptible to the draw of beautiful lines.